When Spring Comes ♪

When Spring Comes ♫

Since that moment we said good bye

I stayed like, sleeping so deep inside of me

Oh, there was so cold

That my heart just froze

And I was used to ignore all the others feelings

I was living in a winter

I was afraid to run away

Right there, inside of me, I was feeling safe

You couldn’t enter once again

No one could even enter

I locked my pain on me to froze as happend to my heart

But when spring comes, everything’s gonna melt away

And then you’re gonna know, that I’m finally crying for you baby

It took a long, but I could support

Baby tell me, how could you do this to me?

Do you know how much hurts to froze a broken heart?

I almost couldn’t get this

But now that spring is comming on me

I just want to feel the melted ice flowing quickly

To clean me of what’s left of you, cause’

These new flowers are gonna make me remind about everything we were

But are these one who will make me forget this love

Baby, I really didn’t want but you’re getting out of me

But as I hadn’t choose neither at the first time,  

I’m gonna let you go to never come back

Ignore if you see me crying

It’s because hurts a lil’ bit to return of a near death

But I want you to know

That I really loved you

I’m gonna stay here

Watching you to go

Fading away, geting out of me

You were a perfect example of lesson learned

So anyway, thank you, for had been that worst type of love

And after this you’ll never see me again

Because now, it’s for real

You really lost a friend

It took a long, but I could support

Baby tell me, how could you do this to me?

Do you know how much hurts to froze a broken heart?

I almost couldn’t get this

But now that spring is comming on me

I just want to feel the melted ice flowing quickly

To clean me of what’s left of you, cause’

These new flowers are gonna make me remind about everything we were

But are these one who will make me forget this love

Baby, I really didn’t want but you’re getting out of me

But as I hadn’t choose neither at the first time, 

I’m gonna let you go to never come back

Ignore if you see me crying

It’s because hurts a lil’ bit to return of a near death

(Written by me)

So far away from me ♪

So far away from me ♫

It’s because I said that I wouldn’t give in to Love again

But here I am

Keep trying to understand

I had promised to myself that I wouldn’t love anymore

I would close the door

And choose a person to in

But I broke what I said, and let you in and I gave you my heart

And for the first moments you cared it so well

But now you are so far away

And I’m so lonely of a way that I’ve never felt

I gave you my heart all patched

It was vitamins and secure

Strong and afraid

You care it on and put it so high

It feels like the best moment of life

But you let it alone and leave

I gave you my heart very well

And look how you returned it to me

It’s not cool baby, it doesn’t cry it melts

It’s disintegrating, it’s hurting

But isn’t you that is suffering

So it’s ok

I’m gonna recover my stability for the last time

Looking to you and say, good bye

You can’t even imagine how much it will hurt

Because what I have inside is a true love

But you wanna be far away from us

You are avoiding, slipping away

I won’t oblige you nothing baby

If it’s only me that want to stay sorry, I see you later!

I hope that this ‘’later’’ takes a long time

Because it’s gonna be so hard, take you out of my mind

I gave you my heart all patched

It was vitamins and secure

Strong and afraid

You care it on and put it so high

It feels like the best moment of life

But you let it alone and leave

I gave you my heart very well

And look how you returned it to me

It’s not cool baby, it doesn’t cry it melts

It’s disintegrating, it’s hurting

But isn’t you that is suffering

So it’s ok

I’m gonna recover my stability for the last time

Looking to you and say, good bye

desabafo

Você, aquela pessoa que se julga tão ''tão'' em relação aos outros, eu sinto pena de ti. Você, novamente, aquela pessoa, que subestima fatos e contesta até mesmo as verdades, ainda sinto pena, muita pena de ti. Você, (mas, você de novo?) aquela pessoa, ''grande pessoa'', que delimita e determina o próximo de acordo com o que tua opinião medíocre condiz. Você, pobre você mesma, triste pessoa, fala dos outros por não ter coragem de falar de ti. Você, sim, você não é nada além de você mesmo, e isso é uma pena, e que aumenta ainda mais a minha pena de ti.

You miss a part of me ♪

You miss a part of me ♫

Baby I miss somebody next to me as you used to

I miss somebody to call ‘’my love’’ and hear it back soon

But I didn’t say that I missed you

I just want to remind that one day I was able to make someone fall in love for me

As I thought you did

Now I don’t care if you never loved me

The only thing I feel bad is to be exchanged one more time

For a person, that guy, that you know that isn’t better than me

But I need to accept that

There’s people that like bad things

You haven’t right to tell those things about me

We know the lies, but I’m gonna ignore it

I know somehow you miss a part of me

Baby, baby, baby, baby I don’t know if you know but you can get it

Call me

And you’re gonna hear a voice

Of a toy you’re enough to play

Sit down right here and confess

You’d never let to like this game

You’re addicted on my taste    

I don’t miss anything on you

Everything you get, I can find in some square free too

I just ask you to stop the lies about me

Telling to others, that I cried asking you to stay here

Baby you’re wrong, I almost cried to ask you to go away,

Praying for you find a new relationship

I heard you found, you’re married now

And I wish you well

You just lie to keep me alive on you

And somehow it compensates what you miss on me

Baby, or you let me go, or you come on

And take it

You haven’t right to tell those things about me

We know the lies, but I’m gonna ignore it

I know somehow you miss a part of me

Baby, baby, baby, baby I don’t know if you know but you can get it

Call me

And you’re gonna hear a voice

Of a toy you’re enough to play

Sit down right here and confess

You’d never let to like this game

You’re addicted on my taste    

(ps. written by me)

Make my heart beats again ♫

Make my heart beats again ♪

Can you realize, the way I feel inside?

If you can’t clearly,

So just look too deep in my eyes

I disguise my sadness in each smile

And the silence that you hear,

You should know that inside of me

It’s harder to support

More than just a broken heart

Is hurting here

Accumulated so many things

And they still break me down

I’m really, really afraid

You should know how,

To make me recover

Who I am

I know it’s not over

You gonna have the best I can, but

I’m lost, come rescue me

Cold or hot, strong or weak

Enclose the intensity

I know that your love, is the only medicine

Put it in my vein

Hug, kiss and love me baby

Make my heart beats again

I wanna see Hummingbirds flying away

Butterflies up high, coloring my day

God, the Sun and clouds

Over me

And just love, your love, our love

Living it

Make my heart beats again

You’re the only one, who can

Even it’s being hard to me

I wanna live it

Just promises please, you won’t use me

Not even break my heart

Cause if it’s being broken one more time

It’s not even a matter of support or not

Is that, when I love, I gave to my lover, my life

I’m lost, come rescue me

Cold or hot, strong or weak

Enclose the intensity

I know that your love, is the only medicine

Put it in my vein

Hug, kiss and love me baby

Make my heart beats again

I wanna see Hummingbirds flying away

Butterflies up high, coloring my day

God, the Sun and clouds

Over me

And just love, your love, our love

Living it

(ps. written by me)

Take the wind.

Take the wind.

I look at the mirror and I don’t recognize that one who were used to laugh of loneliness, for don’t recognize it in his world, fantasies world (life’s pats).

I oppened the door and allowed  tha some many things came in, including you, this new me.

I was hurry , fear and distress. I didn’t like of what I felt, so then, I started to fly through winds’ rythm.

I went up, down... I scattered and refreshed warms... I put out the candles and helped to send wishes. I did storms and changed intensities ( of the waters that fall down). I was living.

Nothing was able to hold me, I was too self-sufficient ; I breathed myself, I absorbed myself,  I spread myself, I interfered myself.

I didn’t find a wall that could stop me, I just found vanes to entertain me (hurts too much surround through these poorly done vanes)... I cut myself by paper what for me, it’s one of the worst types of cuts; small, it’s almost insignificant, but it’s too deep and it’s unforgettable when it’s still is opened.

I enjoyed this time of my life and tried to come closer of God, but, I realized that space is vacuum, I wouldn’t  get come closer (I’m not worthy).

The mirror reflects , in fact, a rainbow, that from the holy hopeful light and the water tha came down of my eyes, formed.

It’s when I stoped and peel off. I broke up with loneliness and wind, now I live by thoughts.

It was good and I learned.  Now I follow this colorful bow that, for me, means the sadness in the sky.

I hope that when I come to the end I can take the treasure, whatever it be.

Tempo, ele sabe o quanto ainda te resta.

Tempo, ele sabe o quanto ainda te resta.

Angustiantemente torturador, eu não consigo decifrar o que sinto. Um coquetel de decepções, com a ressaca já inclusa. Frustrações em doses cavalares, correm seu curso desenfreadamente. Apenas não entendo, ou tenho medo, medo de entender.
Culpar? Culpar quem? Pra que culpar? O que é culpar? Passar a responsabilidade da incapacidade para outro, é estar culpando. Não há como honrar algo assim.
A dor refletida no olhar, abraça os demais sentimentos, inibe o poder dos ventos, ventos os quais poderiam mudar-me de rumo, até podem ainda, se eu não estivesse morrendo por dentro.
O vento sopra, eu não entendo. O fogo é apagado, enquanto não aproveito o oxigênio para ascender a fogueira e causar um incêndio de felicidade. Eu me privo, eu me apago, não me queimo, não exalo... deixo ir, e tudo vira fumaça.
A fumaça esbranquiçada atrapalha a visão, perdi a noção, quem sou eu agora? Para onde vou, tenho mesmo que ir? 
Quero paz, quero depender de mim, quero ser obrigado a aceitar qualquer fonte para manter a chama acesa, ou talvez quem sabe, ascendê-la.  Dar valor.
Iria para o sul, mas acho muito profundo, idealizo o norte, sigo firme e forte, idealizando um método de ser feliz.
Sorrir não quer dizer felicidade, talvez porque felicidade, seja apenas um conceito fora do comum, uma utopia. Fora da tristeza, angústia, frustrações... felicidade, te busco ainda, ainda te quero!
Conceito ou conspiração, não importa o que é, o que eu quero é ser feliz, revolucionando ou aceitando teorias.
As lágrimas serão bem-vindas, pois, são filhas pródigas, ao nascer já tive que aceitar a relação entre a gente.
Quero ser feliz, quero ser triste, quero viver. Equilíbrio, o que for. Quero reconhecimento, descobrir algum talento que valha a pena investir.
Jogar sonhos ao vento e ter fé para poder vê-los um dia. Tê-los um dia, vivê-los um dia. Um dia pode ser amanhã, como um dia pode ser uma vida, seja minha, seja sua. Eu quero, eu sou, eu posso, eu vou. 
Tenho lápis, papel, espaço e criatividade. Tempo? Tempo a gente inventa, promete à angústia um pouquinho e já tem o dia livre para criar, seja um sonho ou um ideal. Faça sem medo, sem ponderação, dê tudo de si, para receber tudo para si. Caso não seja reconhecido, caso você se sinta prejudicado, calma, um dos lados ainda perceberá. Talvez o seu, talvez o outro, mas lhe garanto, tudo ficará bem.

Como posso provar? Ou até mesmo garantir? Olha,  não posso, só quero viver assim, se as coisas não dependessem de reconhecimento, não haveria mais de uma pessoa viva. Faça o bastante, sinta-se no prejuízo. É lucro certo, percebi isso.

Segurei o máximo que pude, recebi o mínimo possível.

Resultado vem, sempre. Seja por mérito de caráter ou por mérito de cordeiro fiel.

Siga as regras, seja exemplar como nas teorias e viva a vida que tanto tentam arrumar.

Não estou aconselhando ser fora da lei, e sim, fora dos conceitos. Faça o bem, queira o bem, cobre o bem. Busque o real valor, o seu princípio. Plante e colha, mas plante muito, que seja coisa boa.

Não deixe para amanhã, comece agora, porque o tempo? Esse sim não tem o que perder, e voa, te deixa para trás. Ele não te perde, você quem perde muito dele. Ele tem que seguir, ele é o único que repete modificando, seja o olhar, o sorriso, a intenção ou o propósito. Ele muda. O tempo reconhece o tempo que você tem, mas não desperdice, ele não volta para ninguém

'' Dear Heloise: ''

Dear Heloise:

The idea of a bouquet of flowers faded, as the fire that I'd saved for the weekend of that month that is so special to me. The pebbles I threw at the windows, suddenly some of them, came back and poke me reminding me how foolish I was to have let them set aside to scratch my road with coal ... coals make dirty stains, but only the stones leave the scars that need ...

You left marks on me, traumas. Only.

It wasn’t what I was looking, but the rush I had to slip away of my problems resulted in our meeting, so no chance, no way, no whys...

The worse thing is that the stain of coal is boring to clean, it looks like pervades ... seems that passes through the skin and crusting in the soul, because, as much I've cleaned me of you, of your poison I’m not still able to escape ...

I want to get you of me ... I want to pull you shaply of my soul, get out dirty stain, get out dark part.


You evolved of dust for a coal, but as rock I’ll never let you to become in me.
A scar you’d never cause on me, you're just this impregnation that makes me sick.
Too bad it did me well, too bad that the fire is over.
Now I see you as embers off, which I want to step to remember the pain you used to cause.


As much as I have allowed, I liked it.
The flowers wilted, the candles turned into wax, the short fuse (of infinity it’s alive by faith), the tears dried up, the clock never stopped ... all came to an end, but even so, I still can’t get this stain you left on me.